We finally received our "official" report....we have one surro mom not pregnant (beta hcg <2) and surro mom #2 pregnant with beta hcg of 177....sounds like a solid singleton to me...although I have heard reports of twins with that beta...we will see what the ultrasound shows....we are cautiously optimistic...but, still guarded....our 10 week miscarriage is constantly on my mind...I know I will not be able to breathe until we are out of the first trimester!!!
For some reason, I'm finding it difficult to blog this time...with each cycle it just seems to get harder and harder...it's not as easy to get excited over a positive anymore...the baby we miscarried would have been due on July13th...our anniversary...day after my 40th birthday.....that will be a rough week for me...I'm already dreading it....
But, we can't dwell on the past and what might have been...or should have been...we have to look forward to what will be...and try to have a little hope and a little faith that everything is going to be okay...
Ready for the ultrasound...wondering how many sacs there will be...one...or maybe two? If anybody has had twins with a beta around 177 would love to hear from you...wouldn't that be a surprise? Also, that would be something new for a change! A nice surprise!!
Until the ultrasound then......
For some reason, I'm finding it difficult to blog this time...with each cycle it just seems to get harder and harder...it's not as easy to get excited over a positive anymore...the baby we miscarried would have been due on July13th...our anniversary...day after my 40th birthday.....that will be a rough week for me...I'm already dreading it....
But, we can't dwell on the past and what might have been...or should have been...we have to look forward to what will be...and try to have a little hope and a little faith that everything is going to be okay...
Ready for the ultrasound...wondering how many sacs there will be...one...or maybe two? If anybody has had twins with a beta around 177 would love to hear from you...wouldn't that be a surprise? Also, that would be something new for a change! A nice surprise!!
Until the ultrasound then......
Hi MB, congratulations on having a positive!! Wow! I know you didn't ask to know but your is in between our 2 results and ours were singletons but that was at 19days post egg collection as ours were blastocyst transfers.
ReplyDeleteIt must be near impossible to enjoy a positive but just think its miles better than two negatives. This could be "the one" ...praying it is for you.
*hugs* SR x x x
Congrats!! We also had one neg and one positive with a beta hcg of 207, which turned out to be twins. Can't wait for your first scan. Best wishes!
ReplyDeleteWonderful news, congratulations. Appreciate it is difficult to be positive but each pregnancy is different and hopefully this one we be fine. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteHi Guys...congratulations on your positive...could be twins - fingers crossed for you. We were quite numb still when we receive our positive even though we had a beta of 395. We lost our first bub at 10 weeks in March and have received our 10 week scan for our twins we have now last week. It was a huge relief to make it to this point,but we still could forget our last bub. Babies are 12 weeks and with each passing week it's getting a little more real for us. Wishing you all the best - got a good feeling this is it for you!
ReplyDeleteObviously I meant to write couldn't forget our last bub! And our bubs are 12 weeks TODAY. Helps to check spelling before publishing!!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! Very exciting, i know cautiously optimistic, but remember your positive is one big hurdle you have crossed! Our beta was 221 with triplets, your beta could definitely be twins. Hoping for a very quiet 8 more months!
ReplyDeleteThis is great news! Our beta was 175 and we are now in our 13th week with twins! You really just never know. Keeping my fingers crossed for you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations, I wish you all the best and Baby Blessings to you. A quiet 8 months ahead.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Rene! A positive with a good beta is a great start. I pray that this pregnancy brings you lots of joy and little anxiety! Beta numbers are crazy - you just never know until the ultrasound. Wishing you well.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations for your great news. Look forward to the big reveal in a couple of weeks !
ReplyDeleteCongrats and wishing you a happy and healthy 9 months!
ReplyDeleteJust wonderful news!!
ReplyDeleteI understand how you feel have everything crossed for you, and sending lots of positive thoughts your way!!
best wishes
lisa x
Great news!!! Hang on to that positive, and best wishes for a fantastic first ultrasound!
ReplyDeleteGreat news!! We had a beta of 150 with one baby. I know we are all hoping and praying for you!!
ReplyDeleteWooh! Fingers are so crossed for your ultrasound results! A BFP is wonderful, although I know it's just the first of many "waits". Thinking of you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations, wishing you many great and joyful months ahead!
ReplyDeleteWoo hoo! Congratulations!!
ReplyDeleteHi Babe, still don't like blogging as it still is sooo scary after what we have been through. Keep busy busy busy, thats all I can say! COngratulations on you BFP....move to Australia so we don't have to skype all the time! LOL!
ReplyDeleteHey Rene, just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you, and hoping things are still going well. I know you've had a hard time blogging this go round. But, when you're up for it, please let us know how things are going with the pregnancy. I'm hoping that no news is good news!
ReplyDeleteThanks Allie! I did a mini update a few minutes ago...so far..so good...got my fingers crossed for you...I know what you are going through and it is not easy...take care and God Bless...
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