Monday 14 November 2011

more waiting....

Ok...I am not a patient person and I tend to be a little controlling....perfect candidate for surrogacy/IP/India...right???  I want to know beta numbers, I want to know progesterone levels....I want to check the patient/surro...any bleeding, any cramping????  Honestly, it is truly best that she is thousands of miles away and that she is a stranger to me...because, if she and I were friends before the surrogacy, we would surely not be afterwards, lol...I would have driven her crazy and she would have unfriended me on facebook by now!!! I just keep thinking, God, please grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change....we should get another scan later in the week......until then I will just try to stay positive and keep busy!!! Again, thanks surro community for being my cheerleaders this week! Your positive comments have really helped...keep the prayers and positive energy coming our way...Rene'

5 comments:

  1. Your post made me smile as I think all IP's feel like this along the way. It is very hard having something so important out of our control. I am hoping that no news is good news for you.

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  2. The waiting is killing me ...I just pray for you that all is well.

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  3. Praying for you and the little one!

    I think surrogacy makes everyone a little crazy.

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  4. Hardest part is waiting, I feel for you. My thoughts to you and your little one.

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